I started watching your videos about a year ago, and I was amazed. I am a 58 year old female with an enormous amount of childhood trauma. I was molested at a very young age, by a lot of men. I have always wanted to just die, put me out of my misery, kind of thought. I have one very vivid memory of being 4 yrs old, standing on a chair doing the dishes thinking, why am I here? People don't understand that when a child is molested, immediately that child's soul is ripped out of it's body and nothing can ever bring it back. You are lost your entire life looking for some way to get it back, to make that huge hole go away. So you fill it with whatever you think might work.and any kind of attention you do get, ( good or bad), you try with all your might to hold on to it, cause that's all you got. All of Gods broken children just want to be loved and accepted, unconditionally. After seeing Mari's video I cried for days. I felt like she was telling my story. I couldn't believe that this has happened to others as well.. I realized I couldn't sit in this shame anymore. I didn't want to be a victim anymore. I started going to counseling with other women who , were suffering just as I was . It saved my life, 100% percent!!! I am a new person, I have hope for tomorrow, and I am so thankful that you put out that one video.I just want to say, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU. Please do not let people tear you down or make you think you are doing something wrong.. You have helped so many people. This was meant to be for you.