My weakness is always instigating people no matter who they are. Since childhood I've been able to find that "button." STOP PUSHING BUTTONS! Even with my poor memory since the stroke and brain surgeries the vivid image of several events over the years remain. As a young child with divorced parents and living with at Grandma's house, I clearly remember the image of my grandma standing in front of me scolding away. During those young years another vivid image is me putting sewing needles upside down then my uncle stepping on them, the image and memory is of my uncle holding me down and giving me a wet willy (ear) with his thumb. Constant teacher issues and by 7th grade it was suspensions every other day turning into 8th grade attendance near zero. By Freshman year I was put into Special ED for Behavior. In my HS years, all of my teachers got the best and the worst, with the worst the most vivid image. One teacher was so upset he lost his control, pushing me against the lockers. I got into his face with the words "What you gonna do hit me?" with his response, "No, I'll kill you!" Once I was out of school and into the real world, events on my daily walks or bike rides always created little issues with me instigating person after person. Age and sex plays the largest role in what we are free to say, but in their opinion remains offensive and unacceptable. That idea just remain in my mindset. With Officers wearing a chest camera, the footage of me they were able to record shows me at my best, as an instigator.