Mark!
Matthew has a YouTube channel that has been chronicling his recovery journey so far, he seemed to have been doing so well..
He uploaded a livestream, early morning of him BUTT naked on a bed smoking Blues from aluminum foil. He kept saying he didn't want to live anymore, was hoping to overdose etc. As you know YouTube has pretty strict TOS so it got Removed.
He came back a second night and put your soft white underbelly Hoodie merch on while getting high again with the blues...
All the while talking about how he wishes someone would come up behind him and blow his brains out. He's I'm a really bad way
Yes, Matthew and I spoke during this past week. One of my longtime subscribers who has paid for rehab for interviewees before has been paying for Matthew’s recent unsuccessful stay at a very expensive program. Helping an addict is incredibly difficult, but when the addict knows how to take advantage of a kind person looking to help it becomes much harder. I get so many suicide threats that I have a difficult time taking them seriously now.
It's understandable Mark. After the second upload of him smoking Blues off of the aluminum foil with your Soft white underbelly Hoodie on, it was a blatant disrespect to not only you, but the person who paid for his stay at the rehab center. If he can't help himself what's left to do? Anyways thanks for everything, I will continue to support your channel and pay my subscription here. Hope you are feeling better
Sounds like Matthew is back in rehab and doing much better! I'm glad he was proactive and got help quickly, before everything spiraled out of control. He posted a story on his YT channel about a day ago.