She progressed from being enraged to being joyful, anxious, and ultimately sad. I couldn't put into words how much the last video impacted me. There were both positive and negative changes in her. It's as if she's trying to let go of the past, but it's following her. It's very heartbreaking to see someone who absolutely has the potential to be such a wonderful human being, and to see her in that last video, it was both beautiful and sad. She used to talk a lot in the first few videos, but now she seems to be at a loss for words. Perhaps I'm misphrasing it all my words. I'm sending her all of my positive vibrations.
Lin, you are a lovely person, and I wish you happiness and acceptance in your life. I'm 27 years old and have no room to give guidance. Please discover the ability to love yourself.
PS: I love your Alice in Chains Sweatshirt in the first video.